How serious do we have to be? If we’re moving with the energy of the Lynx, what other energies move with us? What do we embrace, and what do we avoid? I’m in the midst of a hectic day, still moving into my new apartment. I have a busy week ahead. Should I stop and meditate to get into the full vibrational state of a circle before I post? What helps the community? What will change about my energy if I post? There’s no way to know unless I do something.
For many years the Neptunian influence of the circles felt like a parallel dimension, one controlled by John. Now it seems that cavelike isolation is dissipated … I’m left with a lot of tasks to perform and a loss of direction. I have a reading to do on Tuesday for someone, and a new circle to facilitate at Emerald Palace — just thinking about all of the spiritual energy I’m supposed to be putting out brings an uncomfortable sense of urgency to the whole thing. But my post itself is a cry for help that will be answered. Something changes when we articulate the energies of the Lynx. Nothing sits still – this is the message I’m getting. The purpose of blogging is not to sum things up, or explain them, but to move them forward.
There’s an inner target to hit, a sense of aim that must be refined, not to explain or represent the Lynx, but to see that their impulse is being moved forward precisely, without ego interference.
It’s about 8:12 now. I went to work out and now I have a couple of hours to work on 3-D before I have to go to bed. My building has new exterminators to start the year, so all my stuff is in chaos, shoved two feet from the wall even though we don’t have any actual bugs. I’m glad to be protected but still it’s inconvenient.
On the whole, though, I feel happy with a solid block of time to work on 3D and fantasize about my sci-fi heptalogy, and all the magical characters in it. Does my happiness matter to the world in any way, I wonder? I am searching through these words, these energy states that occur as I write, for the magic key to share the Angelynx vibration with any readers. I can feel their wheels turning in the background.
They turned in the background for a few more hours as I worked on 3D, and now I’m going to dream, having sent out some ripples in the space-time continuum.